Wednesday, January 05, 2005
New start to a better me?
The beginning of a new year (well 2005 is still a tender 5 days old as I write this)... and it spells the beginning for new things... new resolutions, new prespectives, new way of thinking, new whatever.
Perhaps I should set some new resolutions to make myself a better person, learning from past experiences and make more people love me. *Keeping my fingers crossed*
#1: Keep cheerful. Remain optismistic.
I think for the past year or so, I'm becoming more of a grouch. Often being grumpy and impatient about a lot of things, even getting very upset over small stuff. Thankfully, my family and friends had been very tolerant and forgiving to me. Most of the time, they let things happen the way I want it, despite contary to their initial plans. Thus in order to thank them, I must try to keep myself in a positive mood and not lose my temper that easily.
#2: Lose weight and be more confident.
I think my JC period (and the time a little after Sec. 4) was the most confident period I ever had. I always looked upon it as my most fulfilling time (apart from the crap results I got during the term time). And that was also the time when I felt that I could fit into most nice clothes. Nowadays, the non-active Uni life have rendered me in a lump of huge mass. While out with various different group of friends and with my sister, I feel rather inferior abt my oozing fats. Privately at home, I got various nicknames relating to this particular condition. Thus I think it's high time to shed some weight and regain the confidence I had five years ago. But to do this, it has to be coupled with resolution #3.
#3: Discipline & committment. Minus fickle-mindedness.
Been slacking off on things that needs to be done. And this is one area I do not have much success in, and it get worse with each passing year. Finally evolving into lack of decisiveness now. I really have to whip myself and put in more effort to complete things and set myself to see things to the end until it's done. And also decide on whether I should go for that outing or spend the time at home with my family, blah. But sometimes, it's quite hard to choose and honestly my brain cells would rather sleep than think too much. :P
Hmm.. that should be enough for me to try to meet and fulfill. I shall try hard. However, honestly, I hope I can do it. Jia You! Jai You! Super Pig mused on 6:45 pm
