As I grow older, it gets harder and harder to make decisions. Is the hesistation because of past experiences? I think so.
Now making my mind up about committing to events see me pondering on it for a few days before making the final decision. In the past, I would had embraced the philosophy of just jumping into every chance that passes by lest it slips away.
Now, even after agreeing, I would also spend the next few days wondering if I had made the right choice, and may even go back on my words. In the past, if I had agreed to a thing, I would had stuck to it and do it.
So does growing old makes me unpredictable? For me, it's a yes.
But right now, the 1st thing to stick to, is to my promise of joining the expedition team to India.