I miss college
I think college days are the best days of my school life. Ah.. the carefree period, and the fun I had during then... how I miss them :(
Before I entered the University, the older people were saying that University was the best time of their lifes. Oh.. i beg to differ. Ever since I am in the Uni, I had more tears than I ever had before. The results of examinations, problems at activities, work.. blah blah... It's so unlike the heaven that people were telling me before I started life in the Uni.
So, is it because I chose the wrong course to do? Or had I grown weaker emotionally? Or have I never recovered from my blout of depression that swept me at the end of my Freshmen year?
Help me find the past me that I had been. The one with a great sense of curiosity and eagerness to meet new friends.
Now I dread to start each new day. Often draging my feet to go to work. And hating to talk to people, even to the extent of losing my tongue and failing to find words to express what I want to say. And now, the days are so weary, so tiring. Till then, I shall always be unhappy and burnt out.
